my eyes are so filled with tears.
no matter how my hands stumbled,
i can't seem to finish wiping them off my face.
all i could think was the past,
and the person who was once in it.
once in a while i try to be blind to it,
but it doesn't change the fact.
everytime i will wonder if you're aright,
i'll start to hate the fact that i don't know anything about you.
and bit by bit i start to think foolishly.
what can i do, where do i go?
all i want to know,
where are you?
do i still exist in you?
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3:20 AM
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Friday, July 03, 2009
Every moment that passed i keep thinking about it Spoiling my appetite so much i just couldn't eat Watching other people's life change right in front of me As my mind starts to wonder all kind of things If someone spoke to me i might not have heard It feels like my life has swerved into the curb Don't mind me while i sit here all alone I probably don't want anything you owned Sweet-talking would not work this time I've got tired of all your lines One day all these would start to change And i really look forward to a new range
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8:04 PM
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Thursday, July 02, 2009
Open up the glass bottle and pour the sand in Let your feelings and hurt not be captured within Abandon them all with the little particles And trap them inside the bottle hoping for a miracle But let only the bottle drift into the sea And have the strength to kick down those emotional walls Some would refuse to accept what they see As they think that everything might be false Don't give up hope just before you found the answer It would be a waste of effort running in circles If one would be careless and call you silly Let them know that you are simply being merry
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5:29 PM
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As darkness falls after the sun had set Night souls begin to wonder the grounds Be them real or fake But both having similar fate Once before they were traind The loss of light made them scream But once used to console and courage Darkness became a face of good and evil
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5:28 PM
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Wednesday, July 01, 2009
The tape goes winding and winding My mind goes pounding and pounding As the days are passing and passing Everything piles up like nothing and nothing Thinking of how to be happy while waiting and waiting Backspacing every word as they keep coming and coming “Tell me why” keeps running and running How much longer is this poem going and going
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7:29 PM
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Words unsaid lies in my mind, As i sit there wasting my time. Once or twice i would give a try, But all times ended with a goodbye. Its not like i wanted it this way, But if i insisted you would keep me at bay. Songs so meaningful just keep getting played, And it feels like my heart is being slayed. When would this end, i would ask, But the answer never appears as it cotinues to last.
mint-ed @
1:06 PM
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As i lie down late at night, All i could think was you, my knight. When i remember the moments past, I would try to forget them fast. It pains me much to recall, Especially when towards you i fall. Though it feels stupid to be like this, But it wouldn't go away with just fists. If someone would just start me anew, Perhaps that would help us few.
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1:02 PM
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new blogskin, new poems. i'm back
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12:39 PM
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Thursday, January 25, 2007
Memorialize the day of 15th February The day Singapore our dearly loved homeland fell to the Japanese
Remind ourselves to be primed as one and whole There’s more in the future to hold
One of five there’s the civil defence To protect one another behind the fence
Blood donations and air-raid exercises Keep us prepared and on the go
Economic defence we achieve our greatest To ensure the state’s growth
Including the prosperity and opportunities Take the chance and work smart
Coming right up we join hands as one Social defence we contribute to
Harmony in races and religions Off with the evil discriminations
Fourth up is the military defence Keeping fit and responsive to no end
Cheer on our captains and army Taking their training seriously
Last but not least we have our homes No matter if you’re lone or solo
Psychological defence we experience a shared nation Believe in Singapore and bring it down
Pause and stop in your stride Think of the total defence
Do something for the landThe future is in our hands -Iseult
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7:17 PM
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Wednesday, January 17, 2007
As the sky gets darker my life turns shorter As my memories blind me my tears become floods As my feelings are confused my soul is used as a victim As my heart beats continuously my blood started to slow As the time becomes shorter my life becomes lonelier As the clouds move away i live all alone and in sorrow -Iseult
Day by day people change Inch by inch the future twists One by one they all fade Down to zero to my fate -Iseult
By the night let ur unite Through candlelight let us ignite The promise of gain comes tears with rain The sound of cane from flooding lanes -Iseult
Feelings of a human knowledge of a begger Pollution of the modern tradition of the region Wisedom of the younger ignorance of the famous Blind yourself and shut your eyes feel the world outside the line -Iseult
Actions of a man dreams of a girl Fears of the young Laughter of the old Hurt of the forgotten Snickers of the arrogant Thinking of the alecks knowing of the lone -Iseult
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7:37 PM
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Wednesday, August 30, 2006
The storm halts and brightness rise The miracle of colours shines
First red the blood of faith Brings on orange with shades of eggs
Next is yellow lamp of sun Leading them green of envy
Given blue the tones of sky Indigo the mix of sly
Last comes the purple violet And fades with many singing ballads -Iseult
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8:10 PM
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PoetrY
Spring comes and flowers bloom A new visit to the old friends' tombs
Summer brings the cheer of joy New love couples ask the question why
Autumn approaches and colours fade Proving leaves of yellow and red
Winter leads the shades of white Driving animals from the site -Iseult
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8:05 PM
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Thursday, June 22, 2006
PoetrY
Forlorn Me Lonesome Me Abandoned Always Friendless Always Alone Ever Deserted Ever Isolated Since Empty Since Forsaken Don’t You Know
Delighted You Pleased You Charmed Around Elated Around Enchanted Forth Satisfied Forth Trilled Just You Are
Sickly Pale Look Unwell Reason Disgusted Actions Revolted Expressions Capricious Doubts Volatile FutureGiddy Dead
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1:51 PM
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Wednesday, May 10, 2006
PoetrY
One is boy the other one girl, both are close between and beyond. One is lad the other one lass-o, both are great in maple and so. One is close and the other one adjacent. both are my greatest pals of all. -Iseult Upon the next lightning, the storm will stop. Upon the next wind, the rain will cease. Upon the next cloud, the moon will brighten. Upon the next moment, the stars will shine. -Iseult Hiding in the dark and shadowy corner, is me all alone. Kicking the wall feelingless in a shady empty room, is me all alone. Running under the shade trees in the dead of night, is me all alone. Crying and sobbing in the deepest life of hell, is me all alone. -Iseult i still remember my first poetry: when the time is up, the hot water is out. -Iseult Life tastes like seawater, Tears tastes like rain. Love tastes like hatred, Giving up tastes like hell. -Iseult Due when the sun is, Dusk occurs when the time is. Due when the sun is, Dawn occurs when the time is. Due when the luck is, Content when the man is. Due when the time is, Love when the moment is. Due when the period is, Cherish when the second is. Due when the life is, It's there when the fate is. Upon the next light, Things will change. Upon the other way, Two will meet. Upon the next star, Fate will change. Upon the other self, Feelings will clash. -Iseult
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3:20 PM
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Tuesday, April 25, 2006
PoetrY
A pine cone on a tree A Lord of wisdom and courage The moon takes shapes of three Crescent, Waning, Full, New or Waxing A seashell concealed by the sand A Lady of knowledge and compassion The world of different people Consisting of various languages, religions or races -Iseult
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8:32 PM
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Monday, April 10, 2006
Walls are slowly closing in Bit by bit and inch by inch Suffocated by all the metal blocks Caused by the broken locks
Spinning, spinning on the ground It goes darn fast without a sound Murmurs are slowly heard deep inside Turning to screams, there’s nowhere to hide
Fear and uncertainty, turning into paranoia Like a whirlpool sucking in every bit of her sanity Silent cries that breaks the glass All because of the old war scars -Shirin
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5:50 PM
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PoetrY
Consumed by the darkness as the angels begin to call Will I stand in their presence or to my knees will I fall? Dazed in a trance as they slowly came near Screaming and gleaming with beauty and fear
As one angel came up to me and touched my face She smiled so sweetly and took my place As darkness passed through her and light through me She fell to the floor dying for me
As angel’s death wad taking place Right there in front of my face Black tears were falling from her crystal eyes As the other angels kissed her goodbye
Upon her face the smile remained As her silky white gown was slowly stained Covered in blood and scared tears Screaming and gleaming with beauty and fear -Shirin
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5:38 PM
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PoetrY
Modified from John Cooper Clarke's "i wanna be yours"
let me be your punching bag getting rid of all hardships let me be your teddy bear we will have the best friendship if you keep feeling weak let me be with you all week you call the shots i wanna be yours let me be your curtain to shelter you from the rain let me be your captain i will take the reins let me be your shining knight i will stay through the night i don't care i wanna be yours let me be your closest bud to fix all your faulty bulbs let me brighten up your morning take me with you like a tail let me comfort you when mourning and when you need to hear a tale deep as the deep ocean that's how deep is my emotion deep, deep, deep and deep i don't wanna be others' i wanna be yours.
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5:16 PM
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Tuesday, April 04, 2006
PoetrY
Met in a hall, Live next door. Dated in a valley, Past the next alley. Girl with haughty air, got long blond hair. Boy named Dave, The girl's next crave. -Iseult
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8:33 PM
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Thursday, March 30, 2006
Born of high estate, Existed quite not so late. With no own parkland, In a small island.
Playing lonely a game “I spy”, Feeling so alone is I. Finding the soul in me, Leaning against some tree.
Unable to make a stand, With no chances of helping hands. Left to no energy for fight, No matter how much might.
And as the bells rung, No water left on the tongue. In the dreams see a hall, Completely pictured no door.
The streets with folks, And the cement broke. No one to guide myself along, No warnings of getting strong.
Though the light is brightening, The lightning is still striking. Lost all sense of pride, Falling out of sight.
Clueless of the seasons that follow suit,As the trees starting dropping fruits.
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8:32 PM
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
PoetrY
Things go permanent as you do them at a young age, But many being stubborn and arrognant, Never listens to how things work. They change not only themselves but also others, And have no thoughts of the future.
-Iseult
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5:55 PM
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PoetrY
Locked within myself, Locked within my heart. With nowhere to go, And no one to confide.
-Iseult
mint-ed @
5:41 PM
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PoetrY
Mistakes are results of fate, Beauty exists in everyone. What you experience is what you choose, As you follow you choose.
-Iseult
mint-ed @
5:35 PM
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PoetrY
With one swipe the book came out, Due to loneliness and of pain. Grab a pen and begin to write, Just to try to forget the world.
-Iseult
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5:27 PM
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PoetrY
Though i know him not, But i understand him lots. He contributed to the society, And was concerned about everyone. He had done his part as the People President, And we thank him deeply for it. We shall always appreciate his contributions, May he rest in peace.
-Iseult
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5:22 PM
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Follow your own thoughts, Follow your own actions. Follow your own goals, Follow your own path.
-Iseult
mint-ed @
5:19 PM
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PoetrY
To achieve is to do, By failing proves your determination. Whether doing takes a try or a hundred, What matters is your accomplishment of self-goal.
-Iseult
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5:17 PM
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PoetrY
Live not to regret, Live not to try. Try is an excuse, Regret is a curse.
-Iseult
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5:10 PM
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PoetrY
Trust what you know, Remember all that's important. Take what you need, Not what you desire. Think your own thoughts, Not others' doubts. Know you may forget, But you will always remember.
-Iseult
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5:06 PM
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PoetrY
To "memorise" is to learn, To read blindly is a waste of time. To cheat yourself is a lit itself, To know is to listen and remember.
-Iseult
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5:02 PM
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PoetrY
Middle from where it come from, Middle to where it end. Middle of good and evil, Middle of lust and loathe
-Iseult
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4:59 PM
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PoetrY
A skeleton in the dark, Sobbing and going all tight. Depresses and lack of friends, But full of those who lies. But when the sun comes up, One will not be totally lonely. With the light the Earth now bears, Like the night and day give in, There are still others who cares.
-Iseult
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4:55 PM
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PoetrY
He who cry, Isn't a shame of males. She who cry, Expresses her feelings. It who cry, Is showing its misery. Those who cry, Are no weirdos.
-Iseult
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4:48 PM
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PoetrY
When one dies, Not many cry. When one lives, Not many cherish. When one try, Not many see. When one parties, Too many joins.
-Iseult
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4:36 PM
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PoetrY
Out of sight, And out of mind. Making me mad, And losing my mind. For each you and me, Just leave me in peace. And for the sake of everything, Let me go.
-Iseult
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4:32 PM
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PoetrY
Regardless of where it is placed, It will be there whenever. A place to feel comfortable in, Where you feel that you belong. Things and people whom you cherish, Can be found in the place you choose. When you are cold and feeling low, The area you pick is just below. A region which everyone will have, And a region where it is home. An area where you don't have to lie, Despite you are feeling low or high.
-Iseult
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4:28 PM
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PoetrY
A night light stick: It brightens up with a crack, And came into hands as a source of light. It was brought to valleys, parties and more, But always used for the same reasons. What the reasons are you might ask, That it is brightening and lightening the lives of others.
-Iseult
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4:24 PM
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Wednesday, February 08, 2006
MOV3D
I HAV3 MOV3D!!! GO SHADOWWICCA.BLOGSPOT.COM CYA THERE!!
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9:02 PM
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Monday, February 06, 2006
Shimin Here
Heyo..so..got my message?? all i wanted was to find the other part of me..my soulmate is it difficult?? totally?? all these torture..lets make one thing clear.. im doing it only for my soulmate and my soul, including my heart, my mind and my sane
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6:36 PM
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Songs=Moi2
Don't think that you can tell me what to think I'm the one who knows what's good for me And I'm stating my independence Gonna take the road I'm gonna take And I'm gonna make my own mistakes It's my life I decide I decide how I live I decide who I love Choice is mine And no one gets to make my mind up I decide I decide where I go What I need Who I know I'm the one who's runnin' my life I decide I decide Don't think you're ever gonna hold me down Couldn't do it then can't do it now I'm kickin' down all the fences I'm gonna do it all and do too much And if I mess the whole thing upIt's my ride I decideI decide how I live I decide who I love Choice is mine And no one gets to make my mind up I decide I decide where I go Where I sleep Who I know I'm the one who's runnin' my life I decide I decide I'm taking my own chances And I'm finding my own answers I'm only answering to me And that's the way it's gonna be I decide Oh yeah I decide I decide I decide how I live I decide who I love Choice is mine And no one gets to make my mind up I decide I decide where I go Where I sleep Who I know I'm the one who's runnin' my life I decide I decide I decide how I live I decide who I love Choice is mine And no one gets to make my mind up I decide
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6:36 PM
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Songs=Moi
Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart It's the end of the world in my mind Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call I've been looking for the answer Somewhere I couldn't see that it was right there But now I know what I didn't know Because you live and breathe Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help Because you live, girl My world has twice as many stars in the sky It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again Cuz of you, made it through every storm What is life, what's the use if you're killing time I'm so glad I found an angel Someone Who was there when all my hopes fell I wanna fly, looking in your eyes Because you live and breathe Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help Because you live, girl My world has twice as many stars in the sky Because you live, I live Because you live there's a reason why I carry on when I lose the fight I want to give what you've given me always Because you live and breathe Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help Because you live, girl My world has twice as many stars in the sky Because you live and breathe Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help Because you live, girl My world has everything I need to survive Because you live, I live, I live
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6:23 PM
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Saturday, February 04, 2006
u noe wad?
You know something?? life really sux..im feeling rather fun and happy..den my bro pulled my hair..i shouted of cos..i got damn well scolded for dat..damn them to hell!!damn you all to hell and back!! for making my life miserable for making me lose control for making me go insane for making me lose the most precious memories of my life damn you all!!! FUCK!!
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8:10 PM
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Thursday, February 02, 2006
Medieval
y'know..i kinda miss everything..well..how i wish i at least live in London..or in a countryside..wear Medieval chemise, corset, bodice, et cetera..i will be so nice..sigh..so im going to live in a victorian house when im older..den if i really can find true love, it gotta b someone who completes my life of living a Medieval dream
Hey..go check out that web okay? in "you"..today's okayyy..i guess..back frm cny's holidays..hmm..yeah..i guess its okay..kinda sleepy thought..haha..i started thinking about poetry again..so..a new one's coming up in less than a week!!..haha..i guess..okays..i got stuff not completed and things not completed..my life too..
i just had this wow dream last night..its totally wow! it wasnt like my class this year..there's this guy sitting behind me..den i think its like we're a new class..new people and all..ok..den..he passed my a paper..something dat said he liked me..den its like..he's so sweet and cute..im gonna swoon..so im gonna stop here..haha
ok..well..happy chinese enw year to all! lols.. kaes.. so..i've not completed my hw..and im still doing nth much..sigh.. so much for new year new style eh?
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10:15 AM
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Thursday, January 26, 2006
Freak out let it go
you suck! you knew, you left, you broke my heart! you suck! sighs..i dunoe wad anymorr..every thing changed, everything gone, everything new,is it me?, or its like this? i don't feel anything exactly, beat me blankless and useless..go ahead!! wads stopping you? freaks!
i can fight my own dragons, i can dream my own dreams, my knight in shining armor is nothing..no one's gonna set me free..
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7:52 PM
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Wednesday, January 25, 2006
3e..wad the devil is dat?
i have no diea wad to think..apparently i miss 2H alotsa..a lotsa a lotsa a lotsa..a many many lots..really..and this klas..3e, its like totally sux...i get lonelier than ever, pathetic more dan ever, its like, it all sux!!..wadeva.. will my knight in shining armor ever appear?..i've waited years..shld i wait any longer? should i? i can slay my own dragon..i can dream my own dreams..my knight in shining armor..is me(jus for how much longer?)..who's gonna set me free?
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5:59 PM
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Sunday, January 22, 2006
Hie
Yo.yeps.just changed my bloggy skinn..guess its a bit plain-er..haha..ok..dig my blogg for my secrets..and my poetry!!enjoy!!..blechs
*Because you live and breathe.Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help.Because you live and breathe.My world,has twice as many stars in the sky~~*
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12:22 PM
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Thursday, January 12, 2006
Boo!
Hiya..me here again pals!!..trying to catch on..hmm..im okayy..jus okayy..not so good yet..a pathetic gal in klas..lols..blablabla..soooo..im doing maths hw here..and secrets!!..=X..heh..check out my secrets!!..im crazy tdae..mind u..
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5:04 PM
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Monday, January 09, 2006
yo yo yo and yo
Ello..im rather okay..hmm..i guess..dat is..check my poetry kkaes?? got some new ones..and one about hui loon and james..kaeskaes??
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5:44 PM
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Wednesday, January 04, 2006
Wad the Devil
Dunnoe wad to think..and blablabla..i m changed..and i feel shutted out for a long time..i missed so many things..i wonder i will ever catch on anot..
Knight in Shining Armor..believe or not??
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6:56 PM
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Wednesday, November 09, 2005
cry, scream, shout, smile, laugh, or frown?
Hello..im oke oke..n thanks to all ppl who tagged moi!!..hehe..vedi long time no use french..moi rather happee..well..oni if u wanna noe if i hapee or not..hmm..im not bad..i was thinking of having a lotsa things to say..but now my mind blank..but im more determind in something now..n hope luckx go my way too..lalala..let me see..wad else??..uh..hmm..i guess nth much le..but i havda visit my own site more often lar..oke oke..i guess dats all..k!!
i can fight my fight my own dragon.i can dream my own dream.my knight in shining armor is me....
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12:42 AM
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Saturday, October 08, 2005
heyo
heyo..im sleepy here..two oclock in da afternn..hmm..exams here back oredi..not totally prepared..hmm..uhh..sleepy..im hapee though..sleepy..some things cant b escaped frm..
i can fight my own dragons, i can dream my own dream, my knight in shiny armour is me..
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4:59 AM
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Friday, October 07, 2005
yo
yo.yo..jus started the whole cycle again..and den stupid..hair not yet so long..den started dropping..nvm..n yes..started crying again too..sigh..but things r still ok..!!..im ok!!..but im still fighting my demons and devils without a knight in armor..mayb i shld learn frm the tata young song.."i can fight..my own dragons..i can dream..my own dreams..my knight in..shiny armour..is me...so im gonna set me free.....!!!"
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9:15 AM
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Thursday, September 29, 2005
year ending in weeks
Hello..i've been better..got morr things into my head oredi..and as i always said..this is my best year!!..yepx..cos i experience, encounter and learn new things..thanks to everyone!!..a year's going to pass again..i never i could really go so top..could i go ahead to sec3 too?..guess its not too early a thought..aymorr..dat ish..mm..best of lucks to everyone for the year-end exams..pass with flying colours!!..and lets cry together..im ready!..kinda..ppfff..sigh..no games..miserable..but..im really glad to have learnt and faced so much things too..hopefully..things can carry on to be like this..and once my mind is made..dun bother changing them for me!! ..time reminded me..i need to get at elast one of my watches fixed!!
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9:32 AM
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Saturday, September 24, 2005
Mabon past
Yo..i now long time oredi..so i g2g soon too..jus check out my poetry kaes..and blah blah blah..i wanan find a publisher..u noe one contact my email..im going ok..kinda lousy sometimes..but sometimes..a little cry and sleep n my hobbies n poetry work them out..though not totally..blah..cya
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1:10 PM
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Wednesday, August 31, 2005
hapee teachherss' daee
Yo..here i amm..vEry LonG oreDi..yePx..?YeAS..so..I dUn thInk i diD quiTe weLl thiS teRM..buT i am StiLl trYinG of COs..Hmm..so..CatcH mY PoetrY..In This BloG yea....And TrY hoPinG me To ComE alonG sooN toO..HahA..HehX
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11:01 AM
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Wednesday, July 20, 2005
pissed off moi
hi..i sneaked a little internet game tdae..wadeva..two out of three comps got probs..now dis one no msn..damn it xia..lol..oke..i gonna add a little of my novels someday..if i remember that is..hehe!
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10:40 AM
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Sunday, May 15, 2005
Witchcraft
Hi..exams over..yea..still looking fer capable physic frens..yep..=)..heh..nth much thought..sadistic..=(..wadeva..jus so bored..i read more than 40 books this year already..damn it..i tink i m working on witchcraft..but sometimes i m so scared...den i not sure if i m doing the right thing..if not..will i get punished..blah..sigh..gotta live it down
